Hahaha, now those of you who actually look at the blogs of people who are more or less lurkers (like me, unless you count the fanclub section), shall see just how random my mind is.

If you want just an idea of how random my mind is, and you're familiar with the Bleach Espada characters, read this:


It's hailed as the most screwed up fanfiction by many, but yet people love it. <3

But I also write stuff that turns out to be very depressing. People assume that I'm a depressed person because of it, but usually I'm pretty happy. However, I guess my childhood and teen years was a lot rougher than usual. I won't go into details, but trust me, I had a few good damned reasons to be depressed back then. So I guess I'm able to draw from those experiences.

At five years of age, I was diagnosed with having Autism, although when I reveal that fact to people, they usually remark that I don't seem autistic. Then again, I'm a high functioning Autistic, and what I have might actually be Asperger's Syndrome (which would make a lot of sense, from what I've read on it). I'll find out on October 1st. <3

But god. It'll suck if I go to that appointment and I find out that I don't even have Autism. And that I'm socially awkward, disorganized, and eccentric (among other stuff) for absolutely no reason at all. XD

It's not that I want a reason to blame all that stuff for, it's just something that makes me more unique, y'know? People fuss that there's no cure for it, but I don't want to be cured. I rather like having a different point of view than everyone. I don't know if my disorder actually has an influence on that, but I don't want to take the chance.

Anyways, I've rambled on for too long about basically nothing that would be relevant to this forum.

So here's something that's somewhat relevant:

Goddammit. Who would pay $62 for a 24 page doujinshi? I'm the crazy GrimmHime lady, I wanted that doujin! T_T

If the said buyer is somehow reading this, I'm not mad at you. I just think you're seriously even more sillier in the head than I am. I mean, I MUST be one of the most obsessed Grimmjow/Orihime fans out there, and even I wouldn't pay more than $40 (and even then, I'm sort of glad that there was some crazy person who bidded more than that) for it.


Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned for her pr0n.

I guess I'll just have to write more dirty fanfiction. -_-...

Anyways, I'll try to make a more Naruto/Bleach related entry next time. ^_^;