I'm 80% Cabin fever 5% lonely 5%ADD and 5% roid rage.
Sometimes, I get afraid that if I ever get into a long term relationship that I might get violently possessive and obsessive. I sometimes feel possessive feelings with friends. I feel like I need to be that persons only best friend and deserve more attention then others or something. I by nature find myself clinging to people. I don't do well by myself yet I always end up on my own again. I have the worst taste in people. I always pursue the company of people I'll never assimilate with and turn my back on the people who would be loyal. It seems I'm always headed for my own destruction.
Sometimes, I get afraid that if I ever get into a long term relationship that I might get violently possessive and obsessive. I sometimes feel possessive feelings with friends. I feel like I need to be that persons only best friend and deserve more attention then others or something. I by nature find myself clinging to people. I don't do well by myself yet I always end up on my own again. I have the worst taste in people. I always pursue the company of people I'll never assimilate with and turn my back on the people who would be loyal. It seems I'm always headed for my own destruction.