I'm 80% Cabin fever 5% lonely 5%ADD and 5% roid rage.

Sometimes, I get afraid that if I ever get into a long term relationship that I might get violently possessive and obsessive. I sometimes feel possessive feelings with friends. I feel like I need to be that persons only best friend and deserve more attention then others or something. I by nature find myself clinging to people. I don't do well by myself yet I always end up on my own again. I have the worst taste in people. I always pursue the company of people I'll never assimilate with and turn my back on the people who would be loyal. It seems I'm always headed for my own destruction.