Things are better now, and they have been steadily improving since my last post. I've decided that no matter what happens, I'm going to try to smile through it all. I've decided to stop angsting so much, and just live. You can't predict the future, map it all out, and have control over everything. Life doesn't provide you that kind of security. Besides, even if it did, things would get pretty boring. If you try to eliminate all of the surprises in your life, you'll lose out on the pleasant ones too.
I guess you've just got to take the good with the bad and see where it all leads you.

Oh, and in other news, OMG THE LSAT IS IN 21 DAYS!!!! Gotta stay calm, gotta keep my cool, and not shoot myself in the foot this time. I did alright then (even got into a school that I didn't want to go to), but I'll do better this time as long as I'm not too stressed out by then and coming off of a week of finals, work, and little sleep. Dekiru yo! I can do it!
Ganbarimasu! I'll do my best!