Ever felt that way at least once in ur life...... that would be my about now (im not suicidal) just nothing is going right right now and it blows sooooo much haha am i really typing this on a naruto forum haha..... my fiance is the only whos helping me out my family and friends make me feel like a useless piece of shit...... sometime people should just deal with this shit and pick up but if u read my first blog its been 2 1/2 months since i could get a job and its christmas time.... sooo i cant even get my own fiance a gift lol shits hard sometimes... sorry for rambleing