Female rage, estrogen deluge! I can't stand it. How can I live in such femininity yet never get laid? I interned at perinatal clinic for two years, I was born to a social worker mother who spends her time working with pregnant women. I think I've touched my feminine side so deeply I've passed through. I have female alter ego living inside my mind.

She won't go away no matter what I do. She is the only person I talk to. There was a guy there once too. But he stopped talking or disappeared. I don't know why. But I can only talk to her now. She harasses me endlessly and sometimes tries to make me gay. However, as I mentioned, she is the only one I can talk to. I think I love her. The pretty woman in my brain. The nightmare of pseudo-narcissism.

I have no idea of what to do. I will most likely receive horrible visions of men having sex tonight for this post.:(