:madI'm very angry right now. I don't like being chastised, especially when my outburst came from my being tired and upset. I'm human, and I'm going to rant sometimes just like I am now.

Mind you, this isn't all about one event. It's about several. I hate that this forum is one of my few sources of entertainment, I'm stuck at home after being away at school for four years, I work long hours, and I don't have a car. My relationship with my bf has been kind of rocky for about a month, and the thought of him leaving makes me want to stop breathing.
I wanted to go and stay with him this weekend and see some people from Japan that I hadn't seen in over a year - that didn't work out, so now I'm pissed at myself for not being able to go and see them too.

I can't stand being at home, but I don't have anywhere else to go. So dammit, I'm just very angry. I might not be later, but for now it's hard not to take things to heart.

I know this makes no sense, but I don't really care. It's just a rant.