It doesn't take a lot to confuse me.
I'm not aware of the passing of time.
And I'd like to say to those who accuse me,
"Could you do it while you looked in my eye?"

If you hold on primitive notion,
And if you think you'd like to try,
You can drink this magic potion,
And you can do it 'til the day that you the day that you die.

I've done it before and I'll do it again.
A judgement of life that I'll burn 'til the end.
How can it be that we're so far apart?
I want it to be like it did at the start.

I'm doing my best to confound you.
Your behaviour is so volatile.
Not even a zoo would impound you.
Don't look at me with your criticle smile.

Well I've been driving in the wrong gear.
It's been a long and lonely ride.
It's been winter for a whole year.
But you couldn't hurt me if you tried.

I've done it before and I'll do it again.
Charged with a life that'll burn 'til the end.
How can it be that we're so far apart?
I want it to be like it did at the start.

I've done it before and I'll do it again.
A judgement of life that I'll burn 'til the end.
How can it be that we're so far apart?
I want it to be like it did at the start.

I've got a message that I need to send.
It's coming to you straight from a friend.
I wanted to see what's inside my heart.
I wanted to be like it was in the start.
"Primitive Notion"- New Order

I heard this song today and I was left with mixed feelings.

In the end, there is no excuse for unapologetic cruelty.

I've written so many sentences after the above. I have deleted all of them. I know what I said, what I meant, what I feel. I know that these things are true.

There is undeniable power in that.

[I've finally decided my life lies beyond the yellow brick road.]