My grandma just passed yesterday - cancer related. I knew it was coming, since she wasn't responding to anything for days, but that doesn't make it hurt any less. Today is my Uncle's birthday who was murdered in November 2020. I don't know what to do with myself right now. Everything just feels... dull. I'm not even done processing half my grief I have over my Uncle's murder, and life just slaps more bullshit on top of bullshit. I don't even think I can cry anymore, I'm all cried out.