Um, I'm not sure why I added the "yar". I'm always a little more off on my birthday. I think it is because I don't particularly like the day. Which is odd, because the times before the actual day I think of it with some sort of amusement.

I think it has something to do with I expect to enjoy it but on the day I realize I have no reason to do so. When I was really young the cake was fun, but the process of a birthday was such a bother. I didn't like dressing up and I didn't like my parents being all fussy. I stopped celebrating my birthday pretty early on. But still, I think some part of me feels like I'm missing out on something by not celebrating the day. Ah well, there's always birthdays for other people, those I actually enjoy. <3